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ABOUT ME
Hi there. My name is Laura Wong. In case you're wondering, yes I am a Chinese. I may or may not have a slight obsession with green tea and daisies. A follower of Christ and a shopaholic.
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Sunday, January 11, 2015 @ 10:10 PM
When it reaches the 31st of December every year, often I would have a lot of reflection to do; whether it is on the new experiences I've made or the things I've learned or even the mistakes I've done. This year had been particularly tragical for our country with the amount of unusual things happening. It was even 'till the last 48 hours of 2014 that major incidents took place. However, I do believe that the dark times have come to an end and today is a new beginning.
Here are the few things I would like to emphasize on:
1. Entering a new phase of life: college
2014 was a huge step for me because I've finally entered college. I
College life turned out to be pretty interesting. It was a complete new experience compared with life in high school. Be it the timetable, the super long breaks in between, the ability to not wear school uniforms (YAAAS) (I hated my school uniform btw), the studying method, the lifestyle; almost everything was different. I do enjoy the contrast environment we have in college and having air-conditioner installed in the classrooms was a plus point (which was also a disadvantage at times because they made classrooms feel like north pole). It is true what most of my seniors said about college life- it is that you have to be independent. Back in high school, we were given the mandatory textbooks (which didn't prove to be as useful), a fixed timetable for all the subjects, opportunities to join co-curricular activities which was supposed to improve one's skills other than studies and guidelines for basically everything in terms of academics. College on the other hand requires you to acquire reference books by yourself, to register for subjects of your choices by yourself, to look up for the examination dates by yourself, to decide whether or not to attend a particular talk, to come and leave the school as you desire (but must attend class lah of course). All these experiences are precious to me because they have taught me so much and I believe they have shaped me to be a more independent individual. It wasn't only the lessons I have learned from college that I appreciate, but it was also the new bunch of friends I have made. Starting in a new school meant that I had to deal with many new faces. It was sorta intimidating at the beginning but I am happy to be able to meet people whom I can call friends.
Pixelated picture of the girls in my class. We have some fine girls over here yo.
Alex and Cliantha.
This was taken after my first presentation last year. I could still recalled how nervous and anxious I was for this presentation.
Dodgeball days. I miss dodgeball.
This beautiful lady. She calls herself a cow but she looks nothing close to it.
Helped out in April's intake orientation.
Jerene. This girl has no idea how much joy she brings especially when I am down.
INTI Race! Days when I was still active in being fit (what has happened now sigh).
Car rides with friends are always fun. One of our many food adventures together. That particular day, we skipped computing class for a durian feast hehe good students I know. Another food adventure: finished this humongous burger with Cliantha and Tai. This stuff costs RM50 lol and it IS huge lol I am not kidding. This potato head haha I'll miss this guy even though he can be so irritating at times. These guys would refer to me as "mom" and I found it very annoying but I wouldn't deny how often they made me laugh in class.
Whenever possible, my classmates would squeeze themselves in a lift because no one could be bothered to wait for another one (& thus, lift celfie yo) (in case you couldn't spot me, my eyebrow on the left)
...because we can never get enough of lift selfies.
Do not even ask what were we doing.
One of the highlights of college was meeting this guy who means so much to me now.
Oh another highlight is that I appeared on a billboard! Honestly, I wished they chose a better picture because I look so unglam here ugh.
Behind the scenes hehe.
All in all, I wouldn't say that choosing this course was the best decision but it was a decent one. And I am ready to move on to uni life! 2. Being a worship leader It had been years since I started serving in the music team in church but I had never took the step of faith to be a worship leader. I had these little negative thoughts crawling up to my mind each time the word "Worship Leader" crosses through my mind, thinking that I am not good enough, I can't read chords, I don't have the skill of playing musical instruments- basically, I came up with tons of excuses to not take up this challenge. A few of the leaders popped up the question saying "Why isn't Laura a worship leader yet?" or "When is Laura going to be a worship leader?" and in my mind I was just saying never. Clearly, God wasn't going to let things go my way. One fine morning as I got up from bed, I received a text message from John saying that I had to lead the worship practice on the coming Saturday due to some complications. As far as I recalled, it was a last minute notice and I kept telling myself I was not ready. I kept reminding John that I can't do this just so I don't have to do it but he insisted. It turned out to be pretty alright after all! I wouldn't say that it wasn't stressful (because John got the chords covered for me) but it wasn't difficult either especially the fact that I have a bunch of talented people in the team as well. All this while, I have been piling up excuses like mountains just so to find out that I was over thinking. I am grateful that I have these bunch of friends who support me all the way especially in the music industry.
Much love for these guys.
2014 could never be as good without them.
3. Changed my hairstyle I do not mean by minor changes. I am talking about visible changes. Last year, I went all out on changing my hairstyles. Don't know where I've gotten the courage to, but somehow I just did. In the first quarter of the year, I've decided to cut my hair shorter.
From this...
...to this!
Somewhere in the middle of the year, I've gotten more bold. I made a decision which I've regretted: to cut bangs. Ok lah, I was pretty excited for it at first until the hairdresser cut my fringe shorter than the length I requested for. This is what I hate about getting your hair cut in a saloon; these hairdressers just don't understand the meaning of one inch! I asked for the length of my fringe to reach my eyebrows but they were above my brows and I looked like a mushroom. Was it that hard to notice my half-shaved brows? T_T
This was taken on the day of the haircut itself. Having fringe above the brows is not attractive at all. T_T
Few weeks later. Oh no still so terrible.
I would like to express my gratitude to the creators of beanies because beanies surely did help to push my fringe down, giving the illusion of a longer fringe. Hence, my life was revolved around beanies for the first month after my haircut. I still remembered praying that my fringe will grow longer at a quicker rate and luckily, it is at the best length now phew. No more bangs I tell you. No more. A few months after, I got the bottom half of my hair permed. I've always wanted to have curly hair since forever and when Eve asked me to get my hair permed together with her, I instantly said yes. My hair was done using cold perm and for those who are interested, cold perm is a process that makes use of individual plastic curlers of various sizes depending on preference. It uses a solution which is applied to the hair when sections of hair are curled in plastic rods to set the curls. However, cold perm waves tend to be a lot smaller, and they are most definitely define when the hair is wet.
This was how my hair looked right after the perming process. I was taken aback because my hair looked like maggi mee and that was the last thing I want to have. (Okay maggi mee hair is the second last followed by bangs)
Eve got her hair done with digital perm after because she didn't like the result.
The hairdresser said to not wash my hair for three days in a row and I was still afraid to see the maggi mee hair which I am left with. Luckily the curls start to get bigger once I got it washed.
Much nicer looking curls after being to wash my hair.
If you asked me whether the curls do last, I would say yes. However, the curls really do become less visible when the hair becomes oily.
Current hair condition.
Yes, the curls are still here but they look much straighter now. Also, since my hair is naturally frizzy, it has became worse now. Seems like I'll be chopping some of my hair soon. so look forward to a new hairstyle anytime soon hehe.
4. Learnt to be independent
This may sound odd but indeed, I have became a more independent person than I used to be. Often, I've always relied on others when it comes to getting things done. From huge matters such as deciding on what course to choose to even simple things such as deciding on what to buy. I may be eighteen but I still behave like a little girl at times.
However in 2014, I've learned that I can do things by myself as long I have the will to do so. I am the type of person who can come up with 1001 excuses to not do something (I have came to a point where I realized that I am actually quite good at this waw). It's just a matter of perseverance and determination; how much you value that specific thing and how far will you go for it.
I've learned to manage my finances and deal with it by myself when I run dry on cash.
I've learned to search for my own scholarships and universities to complete my undergraduate programme.
I've learned to not call my parents up for transport each time, but to always find my way home.
I've learned to not rely on my mommy to wake up each time.
I've learned to make decisions on my own and to choose my own pathways.
Really, it isn't that difficult to be independent after all. Start with small things and move up the ladder as you progress.
2014 was a hug stepping stone for me for my life was turned upside down and I am never the same as before. There were so much more that happened in 2014 but I shall stop here or this will be a huge ass long post (which already is heh). I've picked up so much life lessons in 2014: to keep an open mind and to accept criticism, to be tough at heart and to not fall easily, to stand out and be different- I treasure all these values and I keep them in heart. Not only it was a tough year for the country, but for me as well.
I make resolutions every year but I've never seem to complete them (maybe some, but not majority of them). This year, I kept my list as short and as specific as possible. Before I end this post, I would like to encourage everyone to step out of their boxes this year. You have stayed in your comfort zone way too long and let this year be a year of difference and new challenges. Step up, be bold and make opportunities.
I am not sure which direction am I heading to or what is my next step, but I'll trust completely in God for He knows what is ahead of me and He has assured great plans for my life.
Most importantly, stay in faith. God bless you beautiful people.
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